Sunday, November 08, 2009

NOT MY FAULT

Taking these courses have left me with plenty of lack of sleep, so each time I do sleep I just go unconscious. No dreams remembered, although i know I have them (we all do). Will try to make memory a bit more keen... promise!

10-4

Monday, January 19, 2009

Short and unsettling

Seems that exhaustion can win over some times, so dreaming may actually be felt. A day ago, in that estate of unconciousness, I had this dream. They say that if you say a dream, it wont come true. That is exactly the purpose, as it scared me a lot.

Location is blurry, but I had taken Deeva on my arms, and there was a long, long staircase. I was running from something, but couldnt say what, all around was shadowy. As expected, I missed a step and fall. Deeva fell off my arms, and all I could hear was her crying. As I picked her up her eyes had sunken to the center, and her mouth looked distorted. The jaw fell to the floor, as if something ripped it away. Last image I could see was blood, blood flowing as the jaw and lower teeth rolled downd the stairs until darkness took all light.

And so I woke up. I was not in the hospital at the time, but alone at home, trying to rest... That kinda didnt help the cause, as I could sleep no more.